Mariah Carey - Just To Hold You Once Again - 1993 Do you know how it feels lying here without you baby you could never undestand what's happening to me So alone nothing's real I just dream about you baby and forever wonder why you had to break free Even though you're not my lover even though you're not my friend oh baby I would give my all to have you here just to hold you once again It's so hard to believe I don't have you right beside me as I long to touch you but you're out of my reach And my heart doesn't feel it's so very cold inside me just the shadow of someone that I used to be oh Even though you're not my lover baby and even though you're not my friend no no no I would give my all to have you here just to hold you once again You were the only one (only one) that I allowed inside my heart now I'm just holding on to something so far gone oh where did I go wrong Even though you're not my lover baby and even though you're not my friend no no no no I would give my all to have you here just to hold you once again just to hold you once again